Just proclaiming the fact that I am not dead.
Despite what everyone probabaly was thinking.


But I will warn you that...other than commissions and trades, don't expect much finished art from me right now.
I've lost an interest in photoshop and digital stuff right now idk.
I don't feel like actually finishing anything

If you guys are okay with sketches I'll make a dump or something because I have plenty of those O:

As for everything else. I'm trying to keep my personal life as much as I can off of here, because I know you guys don't want to hear me complain and whine and such so...yeah.

Mainly because I'm sick of people whining and complaining myself because it's dragging me down and all this pessimism. I thought I was a pessimistic person. Ffff :C

Oh yeah, and while I'm at it...I got tagged a few weeks ago but am too lazy to fill out this whole thing so I'm only doing half.






State 10 5 Personality Facts about yourself. Tag 8 people.

[1] I tend to be a very jealous person. It may not seem like it but deep inside I resent people who show off, even if it's just a little. Mostly irl cases though, not really here :/ idk
[2] I'm really sensitive irl. I can take most jokes but every once and a while something, even small, will hit and stick with me, but I'm good at making it seem like I wasn't affected when I really was.
[3] I'm an irritable person myself yet I can't stand it when people yell and get angry around me. Mostly because I tend to think they're angry at me whether or not they actually are. ffffwat
[4] I hatehatehate it when people blame misfortunes on God. Like seriously...I see it happen all the time and it just bothers me. I mean, yeah I see what your getting at but really is it necessary? Just because you can't find another person/thing to blame maybe...? Idk, I'm a pretty lax christian as of current but something about that seems selfish. But maybe that's because I blame myself for pretty much everything :'D Lol
[5] When people talk about love I get resentful. That's really all I have to say about that other than people think they know me and think they should be jealous of me but they don't and they shouldn't. You don't know what I've been through and don't ever think you do. You don't want to go with what I went through and still feel everyday. Maybe I'm just holding onto something I should let go...probabaly...but I can't and more than likely won't so...you know. -shrug-


I'm a jerk sometimes. I know.
But I really try not to be.
I'm sweet inside, and can't stand to let people down.
I live to please.

But sometimes...f.dmhbgvrtsb Ifreakout C:

THAT IS ALL.
Hope you guys are well and just letting you know I appreciate every single one of you and all those certain people for being so patient and understanding with my...slow...ness.

Firing my physics catapult tomorrow...kinda nervous but excited C: It'll be fun successful or not ~<3

Dreamscapes and fantasies
Evolve into reality when passion is pursued
The passion turns professional
And kills the mood
Finding symmetry so hard to achieve
Inspiration loves misery
Blue skies are turning grey
Let it rain, let it rain